If we were marry, we would have a couple of children

I saw a movie half hour ago, I cried again.I did remember my girl friend cooked noodles for me but I didn't want to eat because I was playing chess with classmate sum.

When I got back,those noodles already swelled.They couldn't eat.After that,once I see a scenario like that,I can't help crying.

If we got marry , we would have a couple of children.I loved her so much but I didn't treasure her.

Before I first saw her , there was a sound in my heart which told me my wife will appear soon.five mins had passed,she appeared and sat beside me.

We knew , loved , and had a great time at that time.Her mon let she told to me , I could get marry to her next year.

I not only said yes but also laugh her , who wants to marry her.It was absolutely childish.damm it!!

I haven't had a normal relationship since then,10 years time has passed, 28th,Oct,2001